||[Aug. 17th, 2002|06:50 pm]
blah. spent several hours this afternoon looking on the web for jobs/apartments in Columbus, and being miserable about how both deciding to stay in pittsburgh and deciding to move are full of negatives with only comparatively little things in favor of either.
Really, the only thing I can think of in favor of staying here is inertia, and it's more the avoidance of all the negative stuff that moving involves than anything I actually like about being here. on the other hand, all the packing/finding a place to live/finding a job crap is pretty horrible, and maybe even worth avoiding. if i wasn't so miserable anyway I guess it wouldn't even occur to me to put myself through all that, though.